Throw Your Cameras In The Air, And Wave 'em Like You Just Don't Care

Is fifteen or twenty people, working all toward the same goal, jump in and help complete strangers get to a better place than where they are now.

Help them realize that there's more behind this crazy thing called life than what you can see right now.

That tears are okay to cry, and sometimes you have to get away for a little while.

That hope and help are sometimes pretty damn scary things, but are completely real and there.

Proving that the teenage population isn't just angst and hurt and horror. We have hope, too.

Maybe more than the adults know/have themselves.

Sorry for my philisopical mood, you guys. These kinda things get to me

I love you all, and if you're EVER in pain-if you just need somebody to talk to, somebody to REALLY listen, somebody to care...

I'm always here for you. I love you, I honestly do.

Lots of love-

Lainnie

"The stars are always there, but we…

I'm sorry that I haven't been on lately, and I promise I'll reply to those notes that you lovely people left me as soon as I can. But I'm supposed to be off the computer, but I just wanted to give you guys some food for thought before I leave you.

So, some of you know that I wasn't the happiest person on the face of the Earth when I joined Buzznet, and it only got worse as time went on. Some of you know that life wasn't very pretty to be me. Depressing songs surrounded me, only the worst kind of lyrics could get to my heart, I read fanfics to satisfy my need to get to another place, to leave my own world.

Yes, my lovelies, I was depressed, and I wanted to stay that way.

Strange, isn't it? I lead a perfectly fine life, and yet I couldn't find my…

Okay, so everybody knows that there's no contest when it comes to my favorite holiday, Halloween.

I love it so much! The candy, the dressing up, the staying out until sunrise to tour the town with your best friends as the creepiest ghouls around.

But, Christmas is definently my second-fav, and not because of the presents(Although, I'm really REALLY hoping for the Vampire Kisses(book 5!)from my brother, and a drumsest from my parents!). No, I love Christmas because of the giving, because to me, nothing is better than giving to other people, and watching their smiles light up their whole effing face and then having a blast just being with people you haven't seen in ages.

I also love the whole Santa Claus thing, you see these kids get all jazzed up about it. In fact, if you go to this website, you can "track" Santa =D I used to get all excited…