Throw Your Cameras In The Air, And Wave 'em Like You Just Don't Care

So, in case you haven't guessed by the title, I'm in Seattle, finally home =)

And it's fantastic!!! I've taken, like, ten pictures so far, and we haven't even been here for six hours yet!!!! Our hotel suite is incredible, and we have a great view of the SPACE NEEDLE on the balcony-that-looks-like-it's-off-an-industrial-building, which is right outside our hotel room. It's fantasticall!!!!! I'm uploading my pictures as I type.

It's so strange to be here in the big city after being away for so long. The lights, the sounds....I've missed it all so much.

We really haven't done much. We visited our cousins in Tacoma for a while, and that was nice. I haven't seen any of them for as long as I can remember, so it was pretty cool. One of my cousins--Alex--and I are in a water-gun fight on Facebook, so that's pretty cool =)

Tomorow we have SO much planned. We go to the Experience Music Project (EMP), and the Science-Fiction Museum (SFM), which is all in the same building. We go to the Space Needle, and pretty much whatever we can get to, as well.

You can expect a helluva lot of photos from me!!! Cuz you know me, photos are my drug. Besides writing XD

OHOHOH, I almost forgot. I saw the Seattle Troll today. I have quite a few pictures of this monster. He's pretty scary.

ANYWAYZ, I love you all.

I'm so glad to be home!!!

So, anywayz, I'm psyched for Spring Break, which officially started at 5:01 yesterday, because that's when I walked out of the school doors after track practice and into my dad's truck on my way home.

SO THREE CHEERS FOR SPRING BREAK!!!!

And what better way to start it with a sunny day? Because it's insanely sunny and warm here. I'm loving it.

But, not only that, I get to go on a trip for Break. A kinda road trip, almost, because there's so many stops along the way....

And you'll never guess where I'm going.

SEATTLE, WASHINGTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

You know, the home of the space needle and all of that.

ANYWAY, I was insanely happy for that, but insanely upset at the same time, because I would take billions of pictures, and I wouldn't even be able to post them all to Buzznet.

But guess what?

My mom's taking her laptop, and you know what that means.

YOU GET THE PICTURES THE NIGHT AFTER I TAKE THEM!!!!!!!!!!! =D

I'm freaking out, incase you can't tell.

Anyway, I'm taking a billion pictures today, and I'll take a billion pictures tomorow, and for the next three days!!!

Not only is there all of that

(as if that weren't enough),

two of my best friends are going to be in Seattle, as well!!!!

We're not going together

(sadly)

But still!!! They'll be in the same city, and prolly doing mostly the same things!!! Ya know, because it's going to be all up in the touristy part of town

=D

SO ANYWAYZ, I'm psyched.

Now I'm off to go and relieve my excitedness by playing the Wii for a bit, or maybe going outside to take pictures of the sunshine.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!! =)

Mkay, so I'm not so happy about the upcoming two days, but I'm psyched beyond belief at the same time.

Monday-

I have this HUGE project to finish durring "computers" class, which has turned into woodshop thanks to this project. I'm just hoping my group and I can finish building our minature playground.....0.0

Track after school until 4:45. Then I FINALLY get home at about 5:05ish, I live about twenty minutes outside of the city where I go to school (cuz the place where I SHOULD go to school SUCKS!)

Tuesday-

Track after school. I may leave early, though, because of the next bit...

Choir concert-call time 5:44.

So, I get off Track at 4:45. I go home, shower, get in my concert clothes, do my makeup, straighten my hair, and get out of the house by....oh, say, 5:20ish to make sure I get there on time.

Now, I don't know about any of you, but since I'm 14, I time to do everything...it usually takes me a half hour to straighten my hair and do my makeup, much less do all that AND a shower, too!!

STRESSSTRESSSTRESS!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait until the concert...I'm psyched for it, and Track too, but AUGH I wish it wasn't all so close together.....XP

I love you all, hope your next two days go better than mine =)

This actually has nothing to do with the book or movie The Tale of Desperaux, but I remembered it meant dissapointment, which is what I'm feeling right now.

If you go back just ONE journal entry, you'll see my immense excitement at the field trip I was going on. I was gonna be gone for the whole entire day, go hang out with ALL THREE of my best friends--one who doesn't go to school with me!--, and just generally have a blast going to a college for a day.

Um, can anyone say, NOT?

There were four problems, put in chronological order.

1) It was WAY icy outside, and almost too dangerous to drive on. Nonetheless, and true to their stubborn word, the bus made it to AMS and started its way toward the other school (where me and one of my best friends were waiting).

2) As the bus was driving out of the parking lot, the radiator broke. Everyone had to be evacuated off the bus and put onto another one. With a fifteen-minute delay, the bus started again for the other school, making it this time.

3)The two of us got on board. The counculer for the school was supposed to be going, but he didn't. We were one shaperone short.

AND

4) When we got about 45 minutes in to the 3-hour long drive, our bus driver started to have an alergic reaction, and her tounge swelled up, and she had to be taken to the ER. We couldn't get another bus driver, so our trip is "postponed", but we all think it's going to be cancelled. My teacher and I don't think there's any way we could be shoved into their scheduling before June, but hey! I hope they do!

ANYWAY, so after all the huge dissapointment, my mom still made me go to school for a half a day, where I had to go to my least-favorite classes, math and P.E. I didn't even have choir that morning to balance it out! I just had a huge whopping plate of dissapointment.

Oh well. Life sucks, and then you die, I guess.....

It's 6:27 where I live right now, and it's HELLA early. I have to wake my brother up in three minutes, then go warm up my mom's car, then brush my teeth and get my stuff together, then leave, so this will be quick.

Why am I awake so early? Simple. Because, at the ripe old age of 14, I'm going to college.

No, seriously. I'm going to go check out the University of Oregon, to scout out colleges, and hopefully get some people who would be willing to give me scholarship money.

More to come later, and prolly pictures, too. I LOVE YOU ALL!

Alright. The post Keltie-Ryan break up has got me seriously freaking out, because I listened to Folkin' Around today...and if Ryan was cheating on Keltie with who I think he was....*coughbrendoncough*, then this will make perfect sense. Everyone remember that Folkin' Around was written by Brendon? So here's my interpetation of the lyrics.

Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two
Where summers lasted longer than
Longer than we do
Where nothing really mattered except for me to be with you

When all of the boys went up to the mountains, they didn't bring anybody with them, they didn't go anywhere. They stayed hold up in there, where nothing mattered except for the music and each other. It also seemed to be forever until they came back, and they left in July. In the summer.

But in time, we all forgot, and we all grew.

Panic "grew up", in their own words. They dropped the eyeliner and skinny jeans and band tees and Converse for a more hippie/country style. Many of us still mourn the Ryliner....*tear* They seemed to forget who they started out to be. Which isn't a bad thing...

Your melody sounds as sweet
As the first time it was sung
With a little bit more charecter for show

Ryan keeps on telling people he's happy with Keltie, he's happy with his band, he's happy, he's happy, he's happy. He was happy before, too, it's just now there's more behind it.

And by the time your father's heard of all the wrong you've done
Well, I'm putting out the lantern, find your own way back home.

Ryan's dead father has got a pretty long list, apparently, to hear about everything Ryan's done, good and bad. So Brendon's saying, "You're going to have to choose eventually between me and her. I won't help you, I won't rush you, but you've got to pick."

If I've forgotten how to sing before I've sung this song
I'll write it all across the wall before my job is done

Brendon's telling Ryan, "Hey, if you don't ever pick, I'll tell everyone before we leave the scene, before we go out of style. Everyone will know everything before the end."

And I'll even have the courtesy of admitting I was wrong
As the final words before I'm dead and gone.

Brendon doesn't think he'll have to go to that extreme to get Ryan to choose, but if he does, he'll admit he was wrong before they leave.

You've never been so divine
In accepting your defeat
And I've never been more scared to be alone

Ryan knows he's wrong. He's told Brendon plenty of times, and he's perfected how he's done it now so Brendon feels for him every time. Brendon's scared to be without Ryan, and he can't help that he loves him. He just can't help it.

If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep
Well, I'm putting out the lantern, find your own way back home.

This is Brendon saying, "Ryan, you're going to have to eventually pick me or her. Make up your mind, I'm not helping you, but you have to pick." He never did seem to like Keltie much...

THAT'S JUST MY INTERPETATION. If you think I'm a complete wack-job and that this makes NO SENSE, that's okay.

I'm a die-hard Rydon lover, mkay? My fantasy is finally coming true. Maybe. I mean, who else would it be?

As promised in the title, this will not be a boring documentary that you might see at school.

Nooooo, this will be FULL of action, and hyperness, and the feeling of getting together over one hundred teenage kids that are all very motivated leaders, and some more kids who aren't so motivated, but still would like to learn how.

It's the incredible words of an inspirational speaker that everybody can relate to, that's funny, and that loves to have people move around.

It's the sound of connections being made, the scribbling of email addresses, and cell phone numbers being typed in.

It's the hyperness of all those kids being crammed together in one small place.

WELCOME TO OUR OASC LEADERSHIP CONFRENCE!

That's right, you all, I'm going to an OASC Leadership Confrence tomorow, and because I'm so psyched about it, right now I'm charging my camera and CLEARING it of ALL pictures/other media(sound/video), so I will have a BLANK slate, to take pictures and videos of absolutely EVERYTHING necessary. And even some non-necessary stuff.

In short, I'm going to take photos of my day at the confrence, and post them to Buzznet. And maybe, if I get the time, I'll use MovieMaker and make a film out of it. =D

BUTANYWAYX, to start, I have to take the photos. Since I don't have a cellyphone, I can't post them to Buzznet as I take them, so I'm going to post them tomorow evening, whenever I get back. It'll be pretty great, I promise =D

LOVE TO YOU ALL!

Lainnie

(P.S.-Ask me no questions, and I will tell you no lies.)

Is fifteen or twenty people, working all toward the same goal, jump in and help complete strangers get to a better place than where they are now.

Help them realize that there's more behind this crazy thing called life than what you can see right now.

That tears are okay to cry, and sometimes you have to get away for a little while.

That hope and help are sometimes pretty damn scary things, but are completely real and there.

Proving that the teenage population isn't just angst and hurt and horror. We have hope, too.

Maybe more than the adults know/have themselves.

Sorry for my philisopical mood, you guys. These kinda things get to me

I love you all, and if you're EVER in pain-if you just need somebody to talk to, somebody to REALLY listen, somebody to care...

I'm always here for you. I love you, I honestly do.

Lots of love-

Lainnie

"The stars are always there, but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope."-Renee Yohe

I'm only on for a few minutes, and I have to have a small brag-fest and an ANNOUNCEMENT that exites me and I'm just completely insane right now, I've warned you...

ANYWAYZ, today I got both The Cab(Whisper War) and The Academy Is...((fast times at barrington high)) CDS TODAY!!! And I'm downloading them right now to my iPod, so that's why I decided to sneak on Buzzynett to see what's up.

And what do I find, but that I have a message, and it's from my favorite SocialVibe friend!!! She has a Buzznet now, as well!!!!

If you people could be so kind as to help me show her the ropes, I was never really that great of a teacher....

Anywayz, she's really nice and sweet, and I'm sure you'll love her.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Lainnie

(P.S. to adani-I keep on trying to comment back on your comment of my makeup photo(sorry for being redundant), but Buzznet's being stupid and won't let me. Anywayz, I'm not sweet, you most definently are. Sweet, kind, and caring. love ya lots!)

I hate the snow.

I've been trapped at home for more than THREE EFFING WEEKS and it hasn't snowed much besides Christmas. In fact, the snow around here was entirely gone until yesterday afternoon. Yesterday, it was just a little dusting, which turned to rain and froze over the snow just on the grass. The roads were still clear, and I was excited to be able to go back to school and see all of my lovely friends that I haven't talked to besides emails once a week. I miss them all so much.....

Anyway, after I post this, I'll take a picture to show you how hard it's comign down ou tside now. AND it's starting to go over the roads. My area of the US reccently underwent a "terrible winter storm", so say our newscasters, but really wasn't that horrible. They hadn't said anything about more snow. We were supposed to be DONE.

So, I'm pissed. I want to effing go to school, and I might be STUCK HOME?

I think the weather gods don't like Christmas music. This is just gonna push our concert back even farther(My school choir WAS going to do a Christmas concert the Wednesday before Christmas Eve, but that got effing CANCELED DUE TO THE EFFING SNOW[I have a picture to go with this, look through them]), and I've been REALLY REALLY looking forward to this!!! I love to sing soo much, and this just ticks me off....

Anywayz. your forecaster from my area is off to take a picture of the snow to further illustrate my story, I love you all so much.

Love to you all, and I hope school goes well for you(if you go back tomorow!)

I'm sorry that I haven't been on lately, and I promise I'll reply to those notes that you lovely people left me as soon as I can. But I'm supposed to be off the computer, but I just wanted to give you guys some food for thought before I leave you.

So, some of you know that I wasn't the happiest person on the face of the Earth when I joined Buzznet, and it only got worse as time went on. Some of you know that life wasn't very pretty to be me. Depressing songs surrounded me, only the worst kind of lyrics could get to my heart, I read fanfics to satisfy my need to get to another place, to leave my own world.

Yes, my lovelies, I was depressed, and I wanted to stay that way.

Strange, isn't it? I lead a perfectly fine life, and yet I couldn't find my happy place. I thought for sure that my life was ruined, and I wasn't bothered by it. I was in pain, but I couldn't feel any more. I just don't get me sometimes....

Anywayz, 2007 SUCKED. It was horrible. I hated it. '08 wasn't much better. In fact, it wasn't until August that I was finally snapped out of my little depressive bubble, and I hated how it was done. Let's just say it was an invasion of privacy, and a LOT of blackmailing.

So, how will I make sure 2009 ends up better than the last two years? Here are my New Year's Resolutions.

1)I will spread the LOVE, not the HATE.
2)I won't procrastinate(much)
3)Chicks before dicks. I don't need a boyfriend(or girlfriend, for that matter)to make myself complete, I'm fine in myself and my friends. "That special someone" just gets in the way, and ALWAYS ends up in bad feelings. I'm not going to date anyone this year, unless I know what I'm getting myself into, and I know I can get out of it with minimal scratches.
4)Internet friends are still friends. I'll keep up on my emails and Buzznet so I can keep in touch with all those that I love.
5)Hope is everywhere. I'm going to remember that even in bad situations, there IS a way out, and there's always a ray of hope somewhere.
6)I won't give in to the depressing feelings and easy way outs, even if it seems like there's no other options.
7)Music is very important to me. I'm going to keep up on the vocal work, learn the drums, and get better at the guitar.
8)Frustration happens to everyone. I'm going to be more paitent with the people around me, even if I'm in a cranky mood.
9)Shit happens. I'm going to move on.
10)Stop being so selfish!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!!!

I hope 2009 is EVERYTHING you hope for it to be, +five bagillion

I love you =)

Okay, so everybody knows that there's no contest when it comes to my favorite holiday, Halloween.

I love it so much! The candy, the dressing up, the staying out until sunrise to tour the town with your best friends as the creepiest ghouls around.

But, Christmas is definently my second-fav, and not because of the presents(Although, I'm really REALLY hoping for the Vampire Kisses(book 5!)from my brother, and a drumsest from my parents!). No, I love Christmas because of the giving, because to me, nothing is better than giving to other people, and watching their smiles light up their whole effing face and then having a blast just being with people you haven't seen in ages.

I also love the whole Santa Claus thing, you see these kids get all jazzed up about it. In fact, if you go to this website, you can "track" Santa =D I used to get all excited when I was little, "tracking" Santa's progress....=D Great times =) Mom always told me right when to go to sleep, when he was closest to our region. It always seemed that right when I woke up, even only an hour later once, everything was all in the stockings and presents were laid out. I thought my mom was a psychic, very very smart. =)

http://www.noradsanta.org

Just a great thing to do on Christmas Eve, especially if you've got little kids around =)

CONTEST TIME!!!

I want you guys to come up with the strangest Christmas experience that you can remember, or if you don't have any strange ones, then make one up!!! You writers out there, write a funny/crazy/insane Christmas one-shot if you want!!!! =)

Like, let's say I've never had any Christmas experiences, but I want to write a one-shot about Panic! at the Disco and something crazy that happens to them durring Christmastime, like Spencer getting trapped in an elevator and Ryan having to pull it up cuz no one was around, or maybe a My Chemical Romance one where Frank ends up having to drive a tour bus to a venue cuz their driver was drunk/unable to drive, and Frank almost crashed into everything...or something along those lines.

OR OR OR, if you HAVE had a PARTIALLY crazy experience, but it wasn't entirely insane, then you can add details that weren't really there.

OR OR OR, you can entirely make up an experience, only it'll be you and your family instead =)

So, basically, you can tell me a true story, a partially true story, or a completely made up story. Be sure to say what it is in the begining, so I know what to expect!!! =D

There won't be a prize, nor will there be a first place/second place/ect....

But my favorites will be in this blog =)

Whadayathink? Horrible idea? Or accually maybe alright?

Alright, sooooooooo being Buzznetterz, we all love a new good band, yeah?

Soooo I've gotten in contact with this awesome band called Turn It Up. They only have four songs on Myspace, which is where I go to listen. Uptown, Heart Beating Baby, Burnin' Up, and Over and Over. I personally like Uptown and Over and Over.

Definently give these guys a listen. They're kinda like something you'd hear in the soundtrack of a movie, and yet it's like the main song of the movie, and then you hear on the radio a couple days after the movie, and you have to find the rest of the songs, and they're fantastic. It's that kinda band.

So, anywayz, their buzznet is http://turnitupband.buzznet.com/

and their Myspace is http://myspace.com/turnitupband.com

Go on, go clicky on the links and take a listen!

Like their music a lot, and wanna buy it on iTunes? Their band name is Stand By Me, and the album is Just Like In The Movies =) Happy listening!

Okay, so I'm doing a quickie post, cuz I have to go, but I was earning points on SocialVibe to support To Write Love On Her Arms, and I found out they have a new goal. To create an ONLINE help service!!!

They need just $2,500, and we've got twenty days to do it, probably less by the time you read this.

And, if you wanna help, and wanna spend no money and not very much time, just sign up here

http://www.socialvibe.com/towriteloveonherarms?r=229420&rs=spread_4

And that's it! Just go on it daily, answer the daily question, update your status daily, and check out one of the forums, and you're well on your way to earning points!!!

It's really REALLY easy, and it's for a fantastic cause.

Really, you people out there, I would be VERY VERY happy if you SocialVibed TWLOHA. This would be fantastic.

I'm sorry that I haven't been on lately, and I know, I need to talk to people and answer friend requests and everything, but I"m just SO BUSY......I'll get everything done Friday, I promise.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!

Have Hope

I'm PSYCHED for Christmas this year, more than normally.

Why, you ask?

WELL...

1)Because it's accually cold enough to MAYBE snow this year.
2)I'm not depressed this year(It's INCREDIBLE how that can change your entire outlook of Christmas)
3)My room is decked out in lights and it looks AWESOME!
4)My family is so psyched about it, we're having a cookie party that's SURE to be better than last year's.
5)No boyfriend/girlfriend to worry about this year, just me and my best friends.
6)I have TWO songs on my iPod now about Christmas, though more would be welcome if you know of any good ones(I've got All I Want For Christmas Is You My Chem version, and Simple Plan's My Christmas List, if you like either of these bands I'd TOTALLY reccomend a listen)
7)My parents aren't gonna make me sit on Santa Claus this year. THANK BOB!!!
8)Making a Christmas backround is TOO EASY this year
9)I have SO many more HAPPY friends to get exicted about everything with me
10)Everything bad about this year is far enough behind me to where I have a mostly-clear consience, and can thoroughly enjoy the holiday.

Oh, and the second part....the full story goes a little something like this.

(you can skip over this if you want, it's just my excitement over something small...or big. Just go to the giganamoungous break to skip over this)

So, my mom put up these envelopes on the calendar that she made for this month, last month, and October, so we've had since then to put whatever we wanted for Christmas on the envelopes. Mine consisted of a simple list, an iHome, a Wii for the WHOLE FAMILIA, a cover for my iPod, The Nightmare Before Christmas video game, the Corpse Bride DVD, a metronome, and(with a buncha stars around it)a drumset. I really REALLY wanted the drumset the most. My brother's list was FILLED with toys, and my sister's had just an iHome, a metronome, a Wii, Da Blob game for Wii, and a bass guitar.

Did I mention that my family has an electric guitar, and microphones? So we'd have vocals, guitar, drums, and a bass if my sis and I got those for Christmas.

Mom and Dad went shopping today, twice. Once to get some stuff, and then they went back after Mom had some lunch. When they came back the first time, we were told we had to be in my sister's room until Mom gave the say-so to be let out. We knew they were moving Christmas presents to their bedroom, so we stayed there. We didn't want to spoil the surprise.

The second time they came back, I was out in our rumpous room playing video games. My dad came in, got some of his sleeping bags, and left. I quit my game(cuz it was FRUSTRATING ME)and went to my room to do some drawing. My mom told me I had to come in the front room with her, because my room faces the driveway, and Dad was taking out some more presents. So I listened to her, and when I came out, she said "You will be VERY happy you didn't look". So that got my suspicions up. After I was given the all-clear, I went out to play video games again(because I'm stubborn like that), and guess what was on my dad's worktable. A VERY lumpy mass of sleeping bags. Kinda like how when you were little and you used to throw blankets over your toys so you wouldn't have to pick them up. I immediately came to the conclusion that THAT WAS A DRUMSET UNDERNEATH THOSE SLEEPING BAGS!!!!!!!!

It's the only logical explanation. I know, I've bored you all to death now.

GIGANTAMOUNGOUS BREAK HERE!

So, anywayz, what about you? Why are you so psyced for Christmas? Do you have any suspicions about what your family/friends have gotten you? I wanna hear about you guys!!!

I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!!!!

EDIT-BTW about the Wayby....I'm PSYCED!!! Like Frank said, everybody's gonna be having their wifeys and kids on the road, and it's gonna be just AWWWW and I can't wait. And Bronx Mowgli(I think...), that's awesome, too =)

So, today I encountered many things. This is just a small summary.

You know you've got strange friends when every day you pace up and down the one huge hallway in your school, simply because one of your friends doesn't want to sit down.

You know you're hyper when you can fully rock out to four My Chem songs in a row without stopping.

You know you're a wimp when you can only rock out to four songs, and then ABSOLUTELY HAVE to take a rest.

And you know you're a pushover when your "favorite song"(because all of them are your favorites)and you MUST dance to it.

You know you've got a music obsessed family when your dad shows you how to equalize his stereo, and then leaves you and your sister to completely rock out while he's in the garage.

You know you're dad's really REALLY goofy when he comes in trying to dance like you are.

You know you've got Buzznetitis when after just an hour, you need to go and post a journal on Buzznet about whatever just happened or YOU WILL DIE, or so the voices say.

You know you've got loyal friends when they stick with you in the cold, even though they can walk home and leave you to wait a half hour for the bus.

You know you've got not-so-loyal friends when they ditch you the second you all get outside and don't even bother with a hug, and yet you know they're just running because their mom's got hot cocoa waiting.

You know you love the people around you when you're looking for people to hate, and can only find about five.

You know you've got some SERIOUS iPoditis when you start to freak out the second it's gone, or when the screen freezes, until you remember that you put your iPod in your other pocket or you remember that you can reset it.

That's it for today....wait until Monday

So, as everyone who has been a Hawthorne Heights fan for at least one year and one day knows, today is exactly one year since the death of Casey Calvert.

Did any of you lovely people out there do something special for it?

Like, say...

Wear your To Write Love On Her Arms tee today?

Or, maybe you only listened to Hawthorne Heights today?

Or, or, even, did you use makeup to black your eyes, or tie a ribbion to your wrist, or anything else that might pertain to Hawthorne Heights, pre-death of Casey?

Our hearts are heavy and light

We laugh and scream and sing

Our hearts are heavy and light

In loving memory: Casey Calvert

I love you all, incredibly much so.

So, I've FINALLY GOT IT!!!!

I've created a WEBSITE about the going ons in the Alternative Rock MUSIC WORLD AS I SEE IT!!!!

THAT MEANS-Updates on all the following bands, and more as I find them-

Boys Like Girls, Cobra Starship, Fall Out Boy, Four Year Strong, Gym Class Heroes, Hawthorne Heights, Jeffree Star, My Chemical Romance, Panic at the Disco, Simple Plan, The Used, Vampire Weekend, and We The Kings!!!!

If you like ANY of the following bands, all MUSIC RELATED updates WILL BE POSTED on my site!!!!

Plus, I'll be posting updates for To Write Love On Her Arms, as well!!!!!

SO, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? GO CHECK IT OUT!!!!!

http://www.rockthelife.webs.com

Alright, I know, past couple of journal entries have been like this.

But, honestly this time, I'm back!!!

I know, the past couple of journal entries have said that, too.

But, I really really REALLY mean it this time.

Why, do you ask?

Well, believe it or not, but I still get the newsletters from Buzznet every month, and I opened the one I got for this month this morning, and I saw the zombies, and I clicked through them, and I thought, "Why did I ever leave these guys?????"

Anywayz, I'm back. And right now, this very second, I'm editing and redoing my page and getting everything all set up.

Shayeah, it's pretty freakin awesome. I'm back because I love all of you =)

Seriously, I do =)

LOVE IS THE MOVEMENT

Lainnie